This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Monday, November 14, 2016


Hmmm, so I called the election map in October, except for Colorado, and a whopping 25 visits in the past week, why do I bother.


When Carter lost to Reagan in 1980, I was at work.  Lots of people depressed at work, waitresses mostly, but nobody needed a time out, a coloring book and play dough to work thru it.  We probably just hung out at the bar after work and got drunk, then woke up the next day and went on with our lives.

College students then.

Now, apparently, not making this up my imaginary millions of readers, but they seriously were given coloring books and play dough to work thru their feelings.  And then they go out, block traffic, break windows of small business owners, burn cars, and beat the crap out of white people.

Spoiled little brats - if you ever needed more evidence that not spanking your kids when they were young and did something wrong, just look at these 'little kids' acting like 5 year olds in a grocery store when mommy won't let them have a candy bar.

And god forbid someone point out to school psychologists and sociologists that maybe raising a generation where 'no body loses' might not have been such a good idea??????

Trump's first day in office should pass a law allowing adults to spank college age kids who didn't learn the lesson when they were five.  Or how about police with paddles, just lining up the protestors, make them touch their toes and smack their asses with the paddle with the holes in it to prevent air pressure from slowing down impact.

Back in 1960, the Yankees played the Pirates in the world series - yes, this is going somewhere, just be patient - and it is considered one of the great world series' in history.  Pirates won 4 games to 3, but what was special was the Yankees outscored the Pirates in the series like twice as many runs.  See, the Pirates won each game by a run, but got clobbered by 8, 10, 12 runs in the three losses so the Yankees ended up with twice as many runs but lost.

I suppose these Hillary protestors think it would have been fair to award the WS to the Yankees since they got the most runs.

Here is the thing, once again.  Take out CA and Trump wins the popular vote by 2m as well as an Electoral College slaughter.  Add the CA votes which totaled more than twice just about every other state in the union, and Hillary wins the popular vote by 1/2 million.

But that is not fair!

Spank the brat.

It is fair, it's the rules, the rules are there to prevent  a few states dictating to the rest of the country how they are going to live - same reason CA as two senators and WY has two senators - so it's equal. Balanced, think yoga spoiled little brats.

Now people are publicly, which is against the law but then this is Obama where there is no law worthy of his attention, but now people are saying that they should kill Trump before the Electoral College votes in December so they have to elect Hillary.

Hey, Electoral College voters, think about this.  If Trump is shot and if you do then vote for Hillary rather than Pence, then every four years the president elect in early November will need to be immediately moved to a secret underground bunker for six weeks because the opposition will always try to kill the winner so their candidate gets in.

Spoiled little brats with whiskers and the right to drink and vote.  Kids that were raised in day care, never spanked for misbehavior, played games with no winners or losers, spent their lives texting rather than having conversations and now they are adults and totally unprepared for the reality of living.  Like a generation of schizophrenics that one moment wake up from the fantasy and realize reality isn't anything like the fantasy.

I wonder, in four years, if we do have a job boom, and all these kids can find jobs that don't involve name tags and latte's, if they will appreciate Trump or if they will just think one thing has nothing to do with the other.  And will they ever realize how close this country was coming to a shooting war with Russia where all those little spoiled brats would have been drafted and sent to fight in a war and been shocked to discover after being shot, there was no reset button to start the game over again.

How unfair would that have been, you can almost see them complaining to God at the gates of Heaven and telling Him how screwed up he is and how unfair it is and demand a recount.

 Forest fire, coming this way
You decide which way to run
I know i'll be running for it
cause its gonna catch us anyway

And i'll prepare myself for what could be
the greatest fire of the century
and if this place should burn
then i'm ready to go
no way i wont have to face it on my own

I'll be standing, on the corner waiting
for the sky to open up
I know it could be any moment
and its gonna take all that i am

And i'll prepare myself for what could be
the greatest fire of the century
and if this place should burn
then i'm ready to go
no way i wont have to face it on my own

And i'll prepare myself for what could be
the greatest fire of the century
and if this place should burn
then i'm ready to go
no way i wont have to face this on my own


Wednesday, November 9, 2016


Well, imaginary readers, you got to be just a little impressed.  Back on Oct 23rd I posted what I thought the map would look like and if it weren't for the illegal aliens and homeless voters in Colorado taking it blue, barely, I would have hit it dead solid perfect.

When I finally went to bed early this morning, Trump still had the popular vote but I knew it was not enough to overcome CA voters and that is why there is an electoral college.

See, back at the beginning, the founding fathers figured out that Boston, NY, and Philly had more people in them than the rest of the original 13 colonies; so if it were just a popular vote, those big cities would dictate to the entire country who won an election.

So they came up with this cool electoral college to prevent it from happening then and prevent it from happening now.  For those who think it should just be a popular vote, let me tell you what will happen.

No politician will ever visit NH, VT, KY, TN MS, LA, AR, KS, MS, NB, ND, SD, WI, MN, ID, WY, UT, NV, NM, AZ - why would they?  Total waste of time, just win LA and SF and you've completely off set all those states in voting.  Add Boston, NY, Philly, Chicago, Miami, Dallas, Houston, San Antonio, and maybe Denver and you have a complete run away.  Promise them everything, screw the rest of the country.

But with the Electoral College, NY, and Alaska were important, MN was important - by the time CA came in, it was over baby!!!

Now CA want's to leave the union and I'm thinking, can we help you pack?

But something happened last night that is important.  Look at the votes in FL, PA, and MI - look how close they are - and Hillary didn't want a recount?

So here is what happened.  Podesta makes the announcement and in the meantime Hillary is talking to Trump and here is the deal that was struck.  Hillary will concede the election, no recounts, and Trump agrees to not aggressively pursue prosecuting Hillary, Bill, and Chelsea and they can ride off into the sunset with their 100's of millions.

That was the deal that took place last night while America slept.

The Clinton's get away with it, for now, and Trump is president.

Trump's first deal as president, fair trade if you ask me.

Oh, yea, that earlier post about sheriffs monitoring polling for illegals, I made that up.  And since Trump won I will declare that post prevented millions of illegal from going to the voting booth yesterday and Trumps' victory is all my doing.  Too much?

Sunday, November 6, 2016


There have been a lot of shocking stories the last three months, but nothing floored me more than President Obama being interviewed by a young woman, apparently admitting she is not a legal citizen of the USA, and being asked about illegals voting, do she and others have to worry about being arrested or brought to justice by the federal government if they vote?

And our president, the man who taught constitutional law, said that no, anyone who votes is a citizen.  Did anyone put a This Side Up on his copy of the Constitution?  Or does his just say This Page is Intentionally Left Blank?

Fortunately, this blogger has come across an email sent to me by weekileeks where county sheriffs in over 10 states are outraged by this video of Obama telling it's okay for illegal aliens to vote in US elections and are planning to have county sheriff deputies at all county polling locations on Tuesday with the specific purpose to arrest any non US citizen for attempting to vote in our elections.

County sheriffs from Texas, NM, AZ, UT, NV, CO, FL, NC, SC, MN MI, OH, and PA have vowed to do what they legally can to prevent illegal aliens from voting in this election and will monitor polling places Tuesday specifically looking for illegal aliens attempting to vote.  Yippee!  There is hope!!!!

The bad news is on Tuesday, with all the country sheriff deputies monitoring voting centers, no deputies will be available to ticket speeders for driving 3 mph over the posted limits.

In a related story, Chelsea Clinton has announced after an extensive audit of the Clinton Foundation, which she paid herself 15 million dollars to undertake, has determined there are no cases of illegal spending or no cases of accepting illegal donations as reported by the 'very bad alt right wing media who is being very mean to my mommy'.

The list of very important wealthy people who make their living smiling capped teeth into a TV camera while reading what other people have written for them who are threatening to leave the US if Trump is elected just keeps growing causing readers of People Magazine to worry if Trump is elected and all these people actually leave, what they will read while sitting on the toilet?

So Hollywood has improved on a great SciFi movie by making a modern TV show based on robotic naked cowboys having orgies in the new TV series Brokeback Systemboard, er, wait West Hollywood, no wait, Westworld - now leaving the rest of the world to think the Mountain Time Zone of the US is nothing but a bunch of gay cowboys.

Have you been to Denver lately?

Dilbert creator has decided since the government is already taking 50% of his income and if he dies will take another 50% of what he has left that if Hillary wins he's just going to quit working and live off his money until he goes broke and not pay anymore taxes which I thought was a good idea until I realized my total savings would last 13 days and then I'd be a homeless person making twice what I do now in government benefits and thinking 'huh'?

Which, when you think about it, might actually be the thing to do if Hillary wins.  Shut down your businesses, quit your jobs - they are trying to steal them from you anyways with illegal aliens and off shoring, so just close it up, liquidate it all, and let the 150m working people stop working for a year, take the year off, and shut down the flow of cash to governments, starve them.  Nobody working, nobody to hire illegals, do everything barter, fix the plumbing in return for fixing the computer, no cash changing hands, no trucks or trains moving food, shop local, this for that, just for a year and starve the system dry.

Dreaming again.

The world is too heavy,
too big for my shoulders,
come take the weight off me, now.

Thousands of answers,
for one simple question,
come take the weight off me, now.

I'm like a kid who just won't let it go,
Twisting and turning the colours in rows,
I'm so intensified that's what it is.
This is my Rubik's Cube
And all i can't figure it out.

We're lost in the playground,
Late night nostalgia,
open the sky for me, now.

Friends round the fire,
Outside in December
Open the sky for me now.

I'm like a kid who just won't let it go,
Twisting and turning the colours in rows,
I'm so intensified thats what it is.
This is my Rubik's Cube
And all i can't figure it out.

Credits roll over,
the edge of the horizons,
but I haven't discovered yet.

I'm like a kid who just won't let it go,
Twisting and turning the colours in rows,
I'm so intensified thats what it is.
This is my Rubik's Cube
And all I can't figure it out.