This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Sunday, August 28, 2016


As many of my imaginary readers know, I've never been a fan of Obama.  Guy was greased in Illinois each time he ran, judge threw off the competition due to signature irregularities so he cakewalked to the state senate, press spread false story on his opponent he was trailing in the senate primary and by the time they cleared and said 'oops, we were wrong, never mind' Obama was leading and that worked so well they did the same thing again to the republican running against Obama for the senate and this time all they came up with was on the honeymoon, they were drunk and he tried to talk his new wife into some public sex in Paris and he had to resign because, well, you can't have someone in the Senate who wants to have sex with his own wife - the precedent would ruin the whole orgy.

And I will admit, I don't think anyone stepping into the Oval Office on his first day is really prepared for what the job is like, but most tend to learn.  Obama, after 7.5 years in office, still is a rookie and this past week made a major major mistake we will be paying for in the future - well, actually, we will be paying for everything he did in office for years to come but this is a big mistake I can't believe no one told him not to do.

Basically, we 'released 400,000,000' to Iran and they release four prisoners.  100,000,000 per prisoner - do they need to declare that as income on their taxes?

Now the State Department issued a travel warning to Americans not to travel to Iran - was that really necessary, who the hell would travel to Iran - because of the concern of the Iranian government kidnapping them, charging them with crimes and trying to get another 100,000,000 per prisoner.

See the issue?

And if you think Iran is the only country now considering the kidnapping of US Citizens, trumping up false charges and trying to get a few million for their return, you are dreaming.

Obama just opened up hunting season on Americans around the world.

Speaking of paying, if you want to buy a BCBS policy, you can get a 5k deductible and pay 40% after deductible for just 596/month.  When Obama came into office, I had a BCBS plan that was 2500 deductible and 100% after deductible and it was 272 a month.
Ain't ObamaCare great!  Who exactly saved money with this deal?

Now Colorado is taking this head on and this fall on the ballot is a plan called ColoradoCare where everyone in Colorado will be covered and it's just 3.5% payroll tax on the employee and 6.5% to employer, so basically an additional 10% payroll tax to fund universal healthcare for everyone.  Yea, that will work out well, and you can't exempt yourself, as far as I know - well, unless you work for the state or federal government - they are exempt, so basically the need to move from colorado will be coming very soon unless it's voted down this fall.

Jerome Corsi has a new book everyone should read.  It's the corruption of the Clinton Foundation, the hundreds of millions that have gone to that organization and tracking quid pro quo's:  meeting with Sec of State Clinton, contribution to CF, sweet deal overseas follows. Did you know when Hillary became SofS, she had to sign a paper that basically said no foreign donations to her CF and that lasted about a week before millions came piling in from Saudi Arabia.

And their daughter, well don't worry about her, she pulls in 6 million a year to 'run' the Clinton Foundation.

If she wins the election, I shall forever refer to her as Don Clinton, woman makes the mob look legit.

Sunday, August 14, 2016


Let's face it, somethings just don't make sense nor have a good solution.

Watched a video on YouTube this morning by The Young Turk about some gal on Fox News who has come forth and talked about how she was harassed by Ailes too.  Andrea something, semi remember her.

Here is what I don't understand.  Hey, I get Ailes was surrounded by some seriously beautiful women and wanted some for himself, I get that, lush that he is, oh, heck, any man would be thinking about it, we are all lushes at heart.  And I get the pressure some of these babes were under knowing their careers would be toast if they spoke out.  What I don't get are all the liberal commentators blasting Ailes and wanting him out and supporting the chicks about sexual harassment when liberal commentators were the ones telling us Bill Clinton's harassment of women as president was okay.

If you carry it to it's logical conclusion, only democrats who support a woman's right to choose an abortion can sexually harass a woman in the workplace, get BJ's from interns under the desk, fly on Lolita Express to have sex with underage girls and the liberal media will support you 100%.

Be conservative and hug a woman and you are scum and need to be fired.

Speaking of the liberal media, odd how protective they are against demands Hillary release all her medical records, calling it a conspiracy theory.  Yet it's not hard to find Brian Williams, katie Couric, and other liberal news types demanding John McCain release all his medical records because he once had skin cancer and the American people had the right to know whether he was physically able to do the job.

You know, the Russians had less control on the media at the height of the Soviet Empire than the Dems have control over our media today.  Understand, if you watch the news, you are being brainwashed - plain and simple brainwashing.

Now they are demanding Trump's wife prove she is not an illegal alien when she came to this country and if they had any sense of humor the Trump campaign should just take the fake birth certificate Obama handed out and cross out his name and write her's on top of it and say there, it was good enough before it should still be good now.

Why did Obama think Bush was bordering on treasonous doubling the debt from 4 something to 9 trillion and then Obama double the debt from 9 something to 20 trillion?  Would the media let Obama say it was treasonous for Bush but good economic policy for Obama?  Of course they would.

I still suspect Trump is running interference for Hillary and cannot believe we are looking forward to 8 years of a Clinton Presidency again.  And there is not a damn thing we can do about it.  This is what happens when you raise 60 million stupid people, allow 20 or 30 million illegal aliens into the country, don't demand proof of citizenship or voting rights  to vote (the states that do require picture ID's ironically have not seen a democrat win the state in a presidential election in 30 years or so) and people use the 'easy' computer voting which can easily be programmed to register your vote however they want it to register.

If you vote this fall, do not use the computer terminal to vote.  And you better vote early, less an illegal use your name and cast a vote before you do with your name.

What will 8 years of Clinton look like?  Not even going there, no matter what I imagine, it will be worse.  Just know that money I'm saving for a really good touring bicycle, might be going for a really good 9mm and another 357 revolver this December and a few hundred rounds of ammo before she takes office and starts piling liberals into the Supreme Court.  Better get my CC before those are determined to be illegal too.

Do you realize is she wins, she could easily put 4 or 5 justices on the SC and turn the court into an 7-2 advantage for ever liberal cause for the next 25 years?  No wonder the government's been sealing all the caves around the country under the guise of protecting the bats from some virus.

Hillary and her judges will do their best to ban gun ownership, well, for citizens.  In fact, when you are forced to turn them in, they will probably go to members of ISIS with your address on a tag.

Know a couple of people in the apartment complex who had Sanders bumper stickers on their car and we talked about it sometimes and am kind of shocked they are now going to vote for Hillary.  The evidence is very strong that Hillary and the DNC stole that election primary from Sanders and Sanders voters will just vote for her?

60 million stupid people.

Course Hillary will also get the neo con vote since they like wars and control as much as dems.

I don't know, glad my folks died before this country goes totally in the toilet.  It could be worse, of course, you could live in Sweden, where they once had two car companies that made the safest most reliable cars ever and now both are gone, okay, Volvo is owned by a Chinese company now, and the country is overrun by middle eastern immigrants and Swedes are now being told to cover up so as not to antagonize the moslems and cause them to rape you.

What would happen in most areas of America if a group of moslems grabbed a young girl or two and started to molest them?

So the good news is apparently God is going to destroy Europe before he gets to the USA, so we have some time.  I'm not sure if everyone spend a day of fasting and praying to God,  He'd give us a break at this point.  Why should He?

 And speaking of unsolvable problems we created, last night in Milwaukee, the black lives matter group went wild in their protest against life and destroyed all the black businesses in their neighborhoods while any white person stupid or unlucky enough to be in the area got the crap beat out of them, including the media.

So how do you fix a problem in the making since the 1960's Great Society Plan to make blacks irrelevant in society?

Saw a video yesterday of a black pastor pushing all this black lives matter crap and leading marches etc.  The police invited him for a day of training as a police officer.  At the end of the day, when he shot two people (play shots) and learned he probably shouldn't have pulled the trigger in those situations, he learned how important compliance is when dealing with police.

But what did black america learn 20 years ago?  Rodney King.  There were two black men in that car, one got out, put hands on head, got on the ground, was handcuffed and put in car with no issues or problems.  Rodney fought the cops and got the crap beat out of him and was rewarded with millions of dollars for his efforts.

Message learned?

But now we've got 5 generations of black americans living on welfare in slums, gangs running the neighborhoods and how do you reverse that?  More welfare?  Jobs?  Really?

I don't mean to just be picking on blacks, skin color really is not the issue here, this can be white, hispanic, asian neighborhoods of 40 years of poverty too.  For every kid born in these areas that rises above it all and gets educated and gets out, there are hundreds that are destined for that life from the moment they are born and that will just continue the process.

History provide the answer, it's just the answer sucks.

Every day I have to look to the sun
To see where it was that I have come from
I have a feeling that there must be a time

When I'll get a chance to go home
'Cause I'm so tired of being here alone
But I?m just a traveller in time
Trying so hard to pay for my crime

If I could go back the same way I got here
And see the people that I once held so near
I'd do my best to find an answer for you

But first I must wait till I'm set free
And I don't know how long that's gonna be
'Cause I'm a man with a whole lot on his mind
Just out there somewhere travelling in time

Travelling in time

I've tried for so long to find
Some way of helping mankind

Uriah Heep