This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Saturday, July 16, 2016


Hmm, wonder how long that title will last on Google....

When history is written, provided God wins and Satan loses of course, how will people look back at our world today and not wonder "how stupid were those people"?

The two words I most despise today are 'offended' and 'tolerance'.  The phrases I most despise are 'it is what it is' and 'perception is reality'.  Well, there is a new one joining the group and maybe moving to the lead, 'Islam is a religion of peace'.

Well sure it is, or will be, as soon as they kill anyone who disagrees with them and doesn't want to follow Sharian laws.

Did you catch the article this week about the terrorist event in France, no, not the truck thing, we will get to that, I'm talking about that one a while back with all the shooters and kidnappers.  Turns out there was this little itty bitty part of the story that had been kept secret.  In the hall where they took hundreds of captives, the second floor had been converted to a torture chamber where people had their eyes remove, sex organs cut off and stuffed in mouths, etc etc etc.  By the peaceful Moslems.

But that had been kept secret by the governments of Europe from the people.

How stupid are we?

Now turns out we find the Saudi's were deeply involved in 9/11 and it was covered up by the Bush administration.  And the presumptive Democrat nominee is wanting to import 1,000,000 more Moslems from the middle east her first year in office.

The brilliance of Mohammad, or whatever evil spirit took over his body and mind, was he was able to wrap up this violent political system into a religion; an effort Hitler tried to copy but failed at, and so this system to conquer the world and leave in it's wake the dead bodies of anyone who disagrees with them hides behind the veil of religion which I guess is fair since Satanism is technically considered a religion.

But Satan is a clever one, first he convinces the population that while the one true God in Heaven says "I am who I am" Satan say "I am who am not" and the world eventually ceases to understand his existence.

Then he bastardizes a religion, claiming it's a continuation of Judism and Christianity except the only damn thing similar is an aversion to pork.

Allah, as referred to by Moslems is Satan and someone has to say it while there is still an iota of free speech left in this country, not that anyone will listen.

The war is coming to America soon.  Be tolerant and convert and you may live for awhile.

And you know, part of me would almost welcome it.  I mean think of all the liberal democratic voters out there who are welcoming Islam with open arms and claiming people like me are evil and haters.  Just wait until it happens.  You know those debates on abortion?  Well that will end, no more abortions.  Know those debates on gays?  That will end, you will be killed or tossed off roofs - unless those leaders have the hots for you and want to keep you around as a sex slave.  Children's rights?  They have a right to be buggered.  Woman's rights?  You have a right to be raped by any Moslem that takes a fancy to you and you better cover up - who wears short shorts will be replaced by head to toe coverings.

Am I wrong?  Do you pay attention to Europe?  Sweden and Norway?  The mass sexual molestations that occurred at a recent concert by middle eastern men on blonde future St. Paulie Girls?  Where were the swedish men when this happened?  Are there men in Sweden?

You can capitulate and try to get along but it only buys you some time.  How stupid are we?

Remember where you heard it: Islam is terrorism.  The only peace in Islam is when there are no humans left who disagree with Islam.

Now I'll say something positive about Islam: they do not discriminate.  They don't care if you are Christian, Jewish, Hindu, Buddhist, agnostic or atheist, they will cut your head off just the same.  And they don't care if you are asian, black, white, or brown.

Would one brave reporter during a debate or press conference ask Hillary how many black Egyptians were killed when we helped overthrow the government of Egypt and why is that genocide of black Egyptians not an issue with black voters in this country?

Oh well, time to read while I still have a head to read a book.

When you're asleep they may show you
Aerial views of the ground
Freudian slumber empty of sound

Over the rooftops and houses
Lost as it tries to be seen
Fields of incentive covered with green

Mesmerised children are playing
Meant to be seen but not heard
"Stop me from dreaming!"
"Don't be absurd!"

"Well if we can help you we will
You're looking tired and ill
As I count backwards
Your eyes become heavier still
Sleep, won't you allow yourself fall ?
Nothing can hurt you at all
With your consent
I can experiment further still."

Madrigal music is playing
Voices can faintly be heard
"Please leave this patient undisturbed."

Sentenced to drift far away now
Nothing is quite what it seems
Sometimes entangled in your own dreams

"Well, if we can help you we will
Soon as you're tired and ill
With your consent
We can experiment further still

Well, thanks to our kindness and skill
You'll have no trouble until
You catch your breath
And the nurse will present you the bill"