This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Saturday, March 26, 2016


Anthropologists, visiting Earth in 3,000 years, will wonder what happened to society.

I can tell them right now what happened, we got suckered and the majority of the world was too stupid to realize what was happening until it was too late.

Europe went down the toilet first.  Those liberal open minded countries with their free health care and education, never worrying about national defense because the big good old USA would rescue their blonde blue eyed butts if something ever happened.  So they were able to create this wonderful society and let foreigners come knowing that foreigners would adopt their way of life because it was so good.

Problem is, many Muslims don't want the way of life in those countries, they want their way of life from the old country in their new country.

Are you reading the European papers?  Here is one new way to define stupid.  You let your wife, daughter, or son walk alone in France, Sweden, Norway, Germany, of Denmark.  The amount of gang raping and molesting is unbelievable.  Even had a case where a young lad in England was buggered by some muslim dude at the public swimming pool and then the guy went back to the pool and kept on swimming so when police arrived he was like what's the big deal?

Of course, pointing these things out, makes me a racist, bigot, possibly homophobe, or some other adjective in the liberal little red book of debate by calling people names.  Be that as it may, it doesn't change the fact that in our modern world, we are immigrating to the lowest common denominator.

And America is quickly following suit, cause lets face it, liberals would love for America to be like Europe.  So every month tens of thousands of people of muslim faith are allowed to immigrate to the US to escape their cesspool of a country.  Christians in those countries, they are not allowed to immigrate, they have to stay behind to be martyred.

And we are putting many of these immigrants in smaller towns, where apple pie and Chevy drivers are suddenly surrounded by the Sudanese and Syrians and eventually will expect the pork chops and bacon to be banned at schools.

Perhaps Swedish dads can make their wives, daughters and sons cover themselves in pig blood before they leave the house for protection, safe sex.

Here is how immigration works: when a person moves from country A to country B and wants more than anything to be a citizen of country B.  Here is how immigration doesn't work - like it's being done now.

Let's face a fact: Mixing races and cultures rarely ever works.  The US is pretty much an outlier in history.  Oh sure, you have Roman empires and such, but the conquered countries didn't really mix in, they were forced to under dictatorship to get along.

Take Yugoslavia for example.  It was suppose to be this shining example of a country with a mixture of cultures that lived side by side in peace under Tito.  Then Tito died and suddenly those friendly neighbors who'd gotten along so well despite being Slavic, Croatians, and Muslims started killing each other left and right once the foot on their backs were removed.

Soon to be a coming chapter in American history?

Look at this election.  Sanders is continuing to win everywhere but the south, but is trailing Clinton because of Super delegates and you could see a democratic convention where there is quite a riot when Sanders supporters are unhappy being forced fed Hillary.

And Trump is running away with the republican nomination, but behind the scenes efforts are strongly being made to steal delegates from him and while I don't mind Cruz, if there is some coup to cheat voters out of whom we voted for, then who knows what will happen.

The point is Trump and Sanders represent the dismay the majority of Americans are feeling.  We know that something seriously sucks in this country.  We know jobs are scarce due to outsourcing and when people lose jobs they can't find work because illegals have taken all the jobs at the start of the market.  Which is why 95 million Americans are out of work, about 150 million are working, which means 40% of americans eligible to work can't find a job.  Musical chairs and the chairs just keep disappearing.

So what happens?  I see people attending the republican convention are trying to get concealed carry allowed at the convention because they think there is a high possibility of something happening and don't want to be sitting ducks.  Do you really think the Roves and others who are planning to steal this thing are going to want convention goers armed?

There is a volcano about to erupt in this country, but it won't be Yellowstone.

The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams

When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
When silence drowns the screams?

Confusion will be my epitaph
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back and laugh
But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes, I fear tomorrow I'll be crying

Between the iron gates of fate
The seeds of time were sown
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known

Knowledge is a deadly friend
When no one sets the rules
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools

Confusion will be my epitaph
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back and laugh
But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes, I fear tomorrow I'll be crying

King Crimson