A MIND FOREVER VOYAGING THROUGH STRANGE SEAS OF THOUGHT, ALONE


This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.



The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Monday, August 24, 2015

PRETEND YOU ARE A WORLD LEADERS RIGHT NOW

Are you bored with life?  My advice, enjoy the boredom while you can, because it's about to get real exciting in the world.

I want you to pretend for a moment you are one of the megalomaniac world leaders; pick your country, Russia, China, North Korea, Brazil, France, whatever.  President Obama has about 1 year left in office.

Here is what you know; probably never again will you have an opportunity to have such a weak useless president in charge of the United States.

So what are you going to do about it?  Well, if you are Russia, you are going to decide what countries you want to take back, if you are China you are going to go after Taiwan, if you are North Korea you are going to attack South Korea, if you are France you will ban wine sales to North America except for Quebec.  In other words, you are not going to waste the opportunity to grab whatever you want from the store shelves when the store owner is in the bathhouse.  Bathroom, sorry.

So now the markets are crashing.  And I loved this line this morning; "markets are selling off due to fears of an economic slowdown in China".

I don't remember Newt, Bill and Al mentioning the benefit of globalization would be market crashes in the US because chinese have stopped buying toothpaste.  Another wonderful moment brought to you by globalization: it took our jobs, it flooded our country will illegal aliens to take what use to be good paying union jobs and turned them into minimum wage work, and now it crashes the markets.

Once upon a time, for about 200 years, markets were simple.  Stocks, bonds, puts and calls.  That pretty much summed it up.  You could buy or sell stock, buy or sell bonds, buy or sell mutual funds, buy or sell options.  Then, it got complicated, it got convoluted, it was made difficult in order to hide corruption.  And corrupt it is.  We now, worldwide, owe like 2 billion in interest each hour.  Derivatives exposure is like 10x the actual amount of cash in the world.  Think about that.

Someone designed this whole thing to crash and some have been making trillions off the crashing of the world economy and someone is going to make trillions off it's collapse and they don't give a crap how many people die because of their actions - as long as it's not them.

So is the house of cards about to tumble?  I hope not, I needed another year to get ready for it better, but then truth be told, when it actually does happen, no matter how much you prep for it, it won't be enough.  I'm sorry, you could live in an old missile silo with 5 years of food, water, medicine, etc and when the SHTF, you won't get a week into it when you will realize you forgot something - like toilet paper.

On the other hand, after 6 months of no toilet paper, you won't have to worry about others bothering your stuff.  You will be FecesMan.  "Look what's that smell?  Is a a dead animal, a chemical spill, no it's FecesMan.  Yes Fecesman, who can clear a building in a single whiff.  Fecesman, who can change the course of the most hostile crowd, bend steel with a lift of his arm.  And who, whom can no longer be disguised as a mild manner blogger from a quaint internet blog....."  FECESMAN!

Which leads us back to our president quite nicely.  Someday, one day, I wish to live long enough for the truth of Fecesman to come out; where he is from, who were his backers, what is his real name, where or did he actually go to school and who paid for it and who is supporting him in retirement.  I'm really trying to figure out just who's side he is on.  Russia?  China?  Saudis? Iran?  We KNOW he is not on the side of the USA.  We KNOW he is not on the side of black americans.

And that brings us to the final thought, well on Fecesman's Presidency.  If you ever ever wanted to attack the USA, has there ever been a better time to do it?  Crash the stock market, blacks all already on the verge of exploding, whites are ready to explode against the illegal aliens, illegal aliens are ready to explode, gangs are ready, good ol' boys are ready, all we need is something to light the fuse.

But isn't this the time?  Russia and China can work to cause more and more civil unrest, stoke the flames, then get NK to do the EMP attack so their stupid punk leader will brag, our subs will destroy and Russia and China will rush in to 'help' themselves to what is left of America.

Makes sense, you wait and a new president will rebuild, prepare, etc.  Time is now.

You come home late
And you come home early
You come on big
When you're feeling small
And you come home curly
Sometimes you don't come home at all

So what in the world's come over you
What in heaven's name have you done
You've broken the speed of the sound of loneliness
You're out their runnin'
Just to be on the run

Well I got a heart that burns with a fever
And I got a worried and jealous mind
Well how can a love
That will last forever
Get left so far behind

So what in the world's come over you
What in heaven's name have you done
You've broken the speed of the sound of loneliness
You're out their runnin'
Just to be on the run

It's a mighty mean and dreadful sorrow
That crossed the evil line today
How can you ask about tomorrow
When we ain't go one word to say

So what in the world's come over you
What in heaven's name have you done
You've broken the speed of the sound of loneliness
You're out their runnin'
Just to be on the run

You're out their runnin'
Just to be on the run
You're out their runnin'
Just to be on the run


Kim Carnes