This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Sunday, July 19, 2015


Well, it's nice to know a peace loving squirrel petting nuts and berry eating muslim is at it again.  Tell me, when you heard about the shooting yesterday where unarmed marines and navy people on a base were gunned down, were you surprised when you learned the name was something like Mohammad Sandcamel Flockaroo?  Admit it, you would have been surprised if the guy's name was John Smith.

I'm sorry to break the news, but our country is lost.  It's gone, it's over, it's done.  The fat lady has sung her last song.  The concert is over, the illegal aliens are sweeping up the floors and emptying the trash.

First of all, we are no longer a republic.  I doubt we are even a democracy anymore.  I don't think there has been a valid legit election in 10 years.  Computer voting has pretty much guaranteed predetermined results regardless of who votes, where they vote, or how many times they vote.  We live in a kingdom now, not with one king, per se, but with an elite class that are above the law.  The rest of us versus them.  People go to DC and state capitols, their dreams and fetishes are fed and recorded, and now they face the option of going along and becoming wealthy or ruin via blackmail.  So they go along.  They vote the way they are told, don't even read what they vote on.  And after 10 years in DC, they are multi millionaires with their ability to legally do insider trading.  And the media, probably also being blackmailed go right along.  After all, when was the last time you heard a follow up story of the billionaire, his plane, underage girls, his own island, and politicians like Bill Clinton making multiple trips.

You or I, we'd go to prison, they get reelected.

Here is a test.  Did globalization make you richer or has globalization cost you, family, friends, their jobs and careers?  Since 1994, have you, family or friends lost your job, spent extended periods of time on unemployment or have you been able to brag at the club how much you made in your stock portfolio on the war in Afghanistan or Iraq?

During the past 15 years or so, we have had nearly uninterrupted flooding of illegal aliens in this country from Mexico, the Middle East, and China.  Why?  Why would our appointed officials in DC and state capitols allow this to happen?  Cheap labor.  It will not affect their incomes, but does the majority of the country.  We shipped millions of manufacturing jobs overseas for the corporate bottom line.

Our president says we are not at war with Islam.  And we are not.  However, Islam is at war with us and the longer we live in denial, the stronger a hold they will get in this country. Just look at Europe - look at France, England, Sweden, Denmark and other countries where Islam has taken such a hold there are areas the police will not go, where the Sharia Law is the rule of law, and it just keeps expanding and expanding and they have no idea how to stop it.  Of course, if some politician comes out against it, suggests maybe sending 'home' all the illegals, they are immediately called bigots, racists, nazi's, etc.

And now recent article showed we are allowing nearly a quarter million middle easterners into the country this summer on student visas.  Or perhaps you heard the interview on Steel on Steel where Christians in countries like Iraq, Syria, Egypt, etc cannot get visas to this country, but if you are muslim it's being streamlined.

So we have tens of thousands of people from the middle east coming to this country every year, members of a quasi religious organization that believes in conquering the world, not through love, but through force.  Mohammad, Stalin, Mao.  Communism and Islam.  If your philosophy cannot stand up to questioning and debate, kill all those with questions until you have no one left who can debate, you can claim victory and superiority.

Soon many parts of this country will become Islamic regions, with their own laws, own rules, and there will be nothing we can do about it.  We are defeated by tolerance.  We are tolerating ourselves into the grave.

Hundreds of thousands of people are streaming over our border on the south every month.  We are having flareups of diseases we long ago wiped out in this country.  Children from central and south america are dropped into our school systems and exposing all the children to TB and other things.  Wouldn't be surprised if polio doesn't make a comeback soon.

Jobs will go to the cheapest labor.  I really don't understand why black americans aren't up in arms over what their elected black officials have done to them.  They have sold out black america.  Why is there 40% or higher unemployment in the black communities?  Because the illegal aliens have taken over all the jobs that use to go to the 'high school graduate' in this country.  Taxi drivers are illegals from the middle east, construction and factory work are illegals from the south, hotel and restaurant workers are from south of the border.

And, it's all been the plan.  Do you think this is an accident?  Do you think it's just happened this way? Golly, never saw this coming?  It is designed ladies and gentlemen.  This is all a plan, a design, to change the world.

At least the republican party is philosophically honest in their efforts to bring in cheap labor for the corporate bottom line.  Democrats though give speeches how they are for the blacks, how they are for the unions, how they are for the little guy, then just knife them in the back.  Be nice if one election, the blacks, the unions, the poor, etc stayed home and said "we don't believe you anymore" to the dems.

The middle class in America has been under attack for 30 years and we were too stupid to see what was happening.  The last thing the elite want is a strong middle class, they want separation, no bell curve here, they want a big lower class worker ants, a small middle class with no power who is beholden to the elites, and a group of elites with a strong military police force to protect them from the lower class.

Admit it, you've been thinking about this, you've been feeling it in your bones. You want a reboot, a rewind, you want the middle easterners out of America, you want the mexican invasion to stop and send back the millions that have come here over the last 20 years.  You want the jobs, you want the wages to go up so average joe who graduates high school can find a job, earn enough to get married, raise a family, and not worry every day that he might lose his job.

And that is what Donald Trump knows.  He knows there is a feeling in this country, a fear, and he is going to tap that fear, he is going to promise to make this country white again.  He won't say it, but that is what we will hear.  Out with the Islamic crowd, out with the illegal mexicans - central americans - russians - chinese, bring back America, bring back the apple pie, baseball, fourth of july parades.  He is going to tap this, he is going to tap the feeling many people have of a lost country.

On one hand, I agree.  On the other hand, it's just what Hitler did once.

Beware of the man on the white horse.  His solutions are often worse than the problem he solves.

Home from work our Juliet
Clears her morning meal
She dabs her skin with pretty smells
Concealing to appeal
I will make my bed
She said, but turned to go
Can she be late for her Cinema show ?
Cinema show ?

Romeo locks his basement flat
And scurries up the stair

With head held high and floral tie
A weekend millionaire
I will make my bed
With her tonight, he cries
Can he fail, armed with his chocolate surprise ?
Take a little trip back with Father Tiresias

Listen to the old one speak of all he has lived through
I have crossed between the poles, for me there's no mystery
Once a man, like the sea I raged
Once a woman, like the earth I gave
And there is in fact more earth than sea

Take a little trip back with Father Tiresias
Listen to the old one speak of all he has lived through
I have crossed between the poles, for me there's no mystery
Once a man, like the sea I raged
Once a woman, like the earth I gave
And there is in fact more earth than sea