This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Sunday, May 17, 2015


Spending the afternoon watching Elizabeth Warren YouTube videos from the last decade.  Fascinating stuff, might take some screen shots and do a blog on it.  And with this wonderful new trade deal, details are all secret, that Obama wants to get approved and our Republican Senate that we voted into office did their job and completely caved to go along with Obama on the deal.  Warren, on the other hand, led the filibuster to temporarily stop it.

So the liberal senator from Mass did what we expected the republicans to do.

I think we should replace everyone working in the WH, congress, DC, and the media with illegal aliens who will gladly do those jobs for minimum wage and probably be a hell of a lot more honest about it.  I wonder how much Mitch McConnell and other republicans stock portfolios will go up with this trade agreement?  And I'm sorry, we got smoked on NAFTA and we got smoked on GANT and if you think we are not going to get smoked on this one, you are nuts.

So, I've been following this Jade Helm thing scratching my head trying to figure out what is going on and what is BS versus what is fact - in other words, don't believe the government, don't believe the media, don't believe the 'conspiracy shows'.  There are some seriously bothersome things happening though, that are factual.  So putting aside the possibility the government is doing this just to gander up all the conspiracy sites and conspiracy shows and when nothing happens they will all look like idiots, here is what came up.

First of all, the closed WalMarts.  These are true, there were at least six WalMart in the south/southwest, that all announced closings immediately, all for 'plumbing issues' and employees had no warning and were given 2 months severance pay.  Pictures taken by 'spies' outside the stores after closing show police and military vehicles.  Factual.  Something IS going on.  The military does not do plumbing.

Lots of pictures of military movements of equipment throughout the south and southwest.  Is this more than normal?  I don't know.  And it does bother me this Jade Helm map that is going around nearly exactly matches the map of that group that wants to take back part of America for Mexico which is odd.

Theories abound.  From the roundup of troublemakers, christians, etc to simply the military practicing.
Military practicing.  What exactly are they practicing?  Where are we planning to fight a war where we need helicopters to fly thru the cities skyscraper section like downtown Chicago?

Over the years, you can find videos of underground bases being built, from the Denver airport to in the Ozarks and many other locations.  A shortage of stored foods a couple of years ago due to a huge government purchase.  The billions of rounds of ammunition the government purchased a few years ago.  Factual and provable.

So, step back and try to connect dots, read a bit, and finally a story that was in some places and suddenly things fit.

They are expecting a meteor hit in September.  Fact or fiction?  I don't know.  BUT, go with a meteor hit come September and suddenly all of this stuff falls into place.  There are several 'prophets' who have been predicting such an event, to smack into the Atlantic Ocean, for several years now.  Are they truly prophets or paid spokespeople?

Think about the trillions of dollars we've spent year after year as our debt went from 4 trillion at the end of Clinton's term to 8 for Bush and now 18 for Obama.  What have we bought with all that money?  Do you see any improvements?  Where did it go?  How could they spend that kind of money unless they knew they would not be paying it back?  That some event would occur that would make it all obsolete?  Think of the 'missing' 2trillion announced the day before 9/11 - one of the only things that make me suspicious of 9/11 - and all the other departments in government missing 1 trillion?

What if it was spent building underground safety cities?  Or all the quakes going on or those mysterious booms people have been hearing for 10 years, or that strange quake on the east coast a few years ago - what if that is building underground cities and tunnels?  All because of potential hit by a meteor?

We know Russia and China are building huge underground areas, supposedly to protect the people in the event of nuclear war, but what if that is just an excuse or cover story?

And think, if this was determined in the 1990's, well, they came out with two movies showing a meteor headed to earth, one that Willis blows up and saves the planet and the other where the east coast is not to lucky.  Was that some sort of clever warning?

By the way, if you want to know another strange thing, go look up the sport of caving and you will find stories how so many caves in the US have been sealed up and locked up in the last 10 years.  Why are they doing that?  Oh, bat disease.

So if a meteor is heading towards us, would they tell us?  Hell no!  Let's face it, if they said "My fellow Americans, in five years, in September 2015, a meteor is going to strike the Earth and we have no idea how bad it will be, it may end all life on the planet, some may survive, but most will not, so have a nice day".  What would happen?  Chaos.  Many would go total goblin.  Others would stock up and try to find a place to survive, others would pray, but who would go to work?  We'd all run up credit cards to the max until they stopped honoring credit cards.

In other words, the official notice of such an event will be at the last possible moment.  After the elite are moved to their 'safe places'.  You can bet if the president lands in Denver in September then disappears you better pack the car and head to the hills.  And yes, I have been searching for caves in Colorado.  Without Bat Disease.

So is Jade Helm putting the military in place to be ready for the meteor strike?  Are the WalMarts going to be processing centers or something else?  I don't know.

The point of all this, is something very strange about this whole Jade Helm thing.  And the one thing that connects the dots is some sort of massive earth change, a meteor that will smack into the earth causing extensive damage, changes, etc.  It fits the facts, it does explain the behavior.

Fortunately, my theories never pan out, so relax.  And if I am right, well, big deal, no satisfaction will be felt.

Okay, maybe a little.

I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumblin' down, a tumblin' down
I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumblin' down, a tumblin' down
I just a lose control
Down to my very soul
I get a hot and cold
All over, all over, all over, all over

I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumblin' down, a tumblin' down
I feel the earth move under my feet
I feel the sky tumblin' down, a tumblin' down
A tumblin' down, a tumblin' down, a tumblin' down
Tumblin' down

Carole King