This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Thursday, January 8, 2015


Well, finally got my battery charger toy and it worked just fine, man, I have car again!  Of course, I have to put it in the car everywhere I go to start it again, but finally after 3 or 4 days it seems to catch but I'm still getting a new battery this weekend. Should have done it this fall and saved myself a lot of heartache.

Was watching a british detective show as usual and they were talking about a suspect as fitting some profile of a killer, then go on to mention five or six things and I'm eye rolling because I just hit on all five.  Maybe I'm being to hard on the FBI and Scotland Yard, maybe I am a serial killer and just haven't started yet.

The problem with psych profiles is they don't account for the antithesis of what they are measuring, in other words, thinking bell curve, standard deviations and z scores here, if the serial killer criminal minds exist at say less than or equal to -2, then what about those at greater than +2?  See, the behaviors of someone at those two extremes will be very similar, except those at +2 are the antithesis of a person who has no empathy, like the sociopath, for example and will have too much empathy and the behaviors are similar for protection in a society or culture.  Whereas the -2 person is intelligent enough to hide his true being and  acts like they are in the middle of the curve, the +2 people are smart enough to hide from the middle and culture for safety: yet to these profilers they won't make the distinction between them.

Of course, profiling is illegal, though it's done almost all the time.  Profiling is never used when it states the obvious, well, obvious to all those not educated in elite universities.  Which is why the media is falling all over themselves this week to try and figure out how to explain how Islamic terrorists went into the offices of a magazine in France and slaughtered a bunch of writers and cartoonists for publishing satire about Islam without actually mentioning they were Islamic terrorists.

How do liberals sleep?  They bend over backwards to not offend Islam and think that Islam will appreciate all of their efforts except when Islam gets enough power, they will make the women cover head to toe, beat them, sell their little girls, kill the gays, you know, all those things liberals accuse Christians of wanting to do and hoping to ban us from existence.

Liberal Europe, so open minded, is now experiencing the cost of their open mindedness.  Sweden is having serious problems with the Islamic population, areas the police won't even think of venturing.  England, France, Germany, Denmark, are all twisting in their liberal thongs.  They ignore away the killing of British soldiers on the streets of England, they abduction of teen girls native to the country to be gang raped by the Islamic men, but now the events in France are blowing the whole thing wide open.

What is the difference between a Christian and a Muslim, well, besides one worshiping God and the other Satan?  When Hollywood or the media make fun of Jesus, we turn off the set and never watch the show again.  Muslims hunt them down and chop their heads off.  Guess which ones liberals want to ban?  It's viewed as being so cool, so edgy, for comedians to make fun of Jesus, except after 30 years it's become rather predictable and boring, except to liberals.  You really want to be edgy, gutsy, lets see a comedian make fun of Mohammad.


We are losing the war with Islam across Europe and North America.  We are losing the war because of political correctness.  We are tolerating ourselves right into Sharia Law.  And everything liberals have fought for for decades, abortion, gay rights, woman in the workplace, education, and legalized pot will go away under the power and control of Islam.  And the irony will be the libbers, gays, female executives, professors, and reporters will be standing right beside the Christians for head removal and only the Christians won't be wondering what the hell is happening.

Wake up world, we are at war with Islam because Islam is at war with us.  It's time to burn the fields to wipe out the blight.

Sundown coming down too soon, no time to be alone
So I'll take a glass of memories and understand the blues
Oh they're the last thing you lose

Slowdown sundown, all I really need is time
For faded love songs and feelings in the wine
Let them take me down the line

Sunrise, a woman's eyes, good loving one warm afternoon
Here's to all the strong ones who don't care if they win
The kind I'll never see again
Slowdown, give me just a little while
It's not the darkness, it's just the night's so long
Puts the sadness in the song

Here's to someday when someone understands it
Why life keeps turning like a mad thing
Until that someday I'll just play what I have to play though I play it alone

Slowdown sundown, all I really need is time
For faded love songs and feelings in the wine
Let them take me down the line

Steve Winwood