This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Wednesday, November 5, 2014


No TV for 17 months and haven't missed it a bit, until tonite.

I love election nights, well, most of them.  I love listening to returns, listening to all the talking heads leading up to the election and then on election night watching them explain why they were wrong but still should be heard.

This year, I got nothing.  Got off work and dog walked by 10:15 and immediately head to Fox News who's website claimed live streaming election coverage but when I get there, no go.  Unless you have cable TV account you can log in but if I had a cable tv subscription why the hell would I need to log in to watch on the computer.  I even tried MSNBC.  CNN, did get something on PBS, which I think were former Sesame Street actors analyzing the elections while learning the alphabet or something - seriously bad.

I tried TV stations in NY, CHI, Denver; finally got one in LA.  Well, I think it was news, or maybe a commercial station that interrupted commercials with short burst of news.

I'm having serious withdraws tonite.

But some big surprises.  Glad Crist lost in Florida, that guy just totally creeps me out.  When I look up sleeze, I think I would see a picture of him.

It was an amazing night for republicans, probably going to end up with 54 Senate seats and about 245 in the house.

Now we watch Obama EO legalization of 30 million illegal aliens and it is game over.  Last time you will see reps win like this in our lifetimes.

Never tease a delusional narcissistic sociopath.  Better to mock a hungry bear or pester a cobra.  How would a normal person react to the beating Obama took last night?  Probably some soul searching, trying to figure out some way to salvage the next four years, cuts some deals, you know, like Clinton did.

But not Obama.  He is about to teach the voters of this nation a lesson for turning on him.  He is going to legalize 30 million illegal aliens.  Now, he will say 5, admit to 10, but it's kind of like the keep your doctor and premiums going down thing.   Whatever he says, multiply it by at least six.

Obama fears people will know the real Obama.  Know what a fraud he is, know what a fake he is.  We've had a industrial media empire covering up for this man.

Do you know who the first person was to claim Obama was born in Africa?  Take a guess.  It was Obama.  His first book, the PR firm had these really nice brochures for him, selling him for speaking engagements, born in Kenya.  In fact, it was around for years.  Also you can find old PBS videos from Channel 11 in Chicago where Obama is on some boring PBS talk show and talking about how he was born in Africa.

A completely scrubbed life, a fake life, with all records under lock and key.  Think about that for a moment.  Obama won his election in Illinois for the Senate by having the media pressure to have divorce papers of his opponent, sealed by the courts, released.

Go back and watch Obama give one of those great cliche filled speeches and watch his head movement.  The find video of Mussolini giving a speech and compare the head movement.  Always unnerves me.

And now he is loose.  No more elections to concern him, now it's time for him to pay back all those he wants.  Now he is free to complete his mission, free to complete what he was put here to do in the first place.

It's going to be a bad two years.

There's battle lines being drawn
Nobody's right if everybody's wrong
Young people speaking their minds
Getting so much resistance from behind
I think it's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
What a field-day for the heat
A thousand people in the street
Singing songs and carrying signs
Mostly say, hooray for our side
It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away
We better stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Buffalo Springfield