This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Monday, September 8, 2014


Anyone else bothered by this virus breaking out in the US, moving east to west?  Ohio, Indiana, Illinois, Iowa, Missouri, Oklahoma, Kansas, and Colorado.  Also now seeing out break in NC, Georgia, and TN.

Not wind blown, almost looks like someone is driving across or I70 releasing something into the air.  Watch and see if Utah, Nevada, and California don't shortly join the list.

And, it apparently is only hitting kids, not adults.  Now tell me that is not designed in a lab.  A virus that only affects kids?

So what is going on, is this a test?  Think about a terrorist attack, cars or trucks driving across the country on interstates, invisible, and along the way releasing a virus.  And imagine the horror of only hitting the children, a virus that kills only children, taking the heart and soul out of America, our children.  Two or three tanker trucks, 3 or 4 major east to west highways and you cover almost every state in a week, less if they have two drivers in the cab.


Who the hell would spend their time designing a virus to kill kids?  Lawyers and politicians?  Okay, that I could understand, but kids?  I mean, truth be told, I don't like kids, but kill them? Well, maybe spanking, but certainly not killing them.  But, then again, we abort a million of them a year, so maybe it should not be a surprise.

I also had the thought that maybe God would remove the young and innocent before a tribulation breaks out in this country for us to get the bill for turning our backs on God, remove the kids so they don't go through it, but nah, well, maybe.  I don't pretend to be God and certain don't think like God does so, well, whatever.

If this were moving, west to east, it could just be in the wind, if it were summer, you could figure vacations, but now all these kids are in school, which spreads it to large number of kids in one day.

Hmm, I wonder where Obama is dumping all those kids that came over the border?  Wouldn't that be a hoot, Obama opens the border and some deadly disease outbreak occurs, we could rename him Captain Trips.

Very strange thing happening here folks.  Also wonder about all those stories about Sept 11th and all the OTM's coming across the border.  Hate to live in Austin, Phoenix, SD or LA right now.  Let's face it, if the bad guys do sneak across the border with something big, they aren't going to drive a nuke across the country, they will hit the nearest place that has maximum power and I could see those cities being the target.

Think back to the day after 9/11, 2001.  Would you have bet a dollar that there wasn't another attack on the way?  Within 5 years?  Ten?  And now we have a dozen commercial aircraft that were taken by Islamic terrorists in Libya two weeks ago that are pretty much unaccounted for, did you catch that story?  Get them out of Libya, fly them to South America or Cuba, and you have a launching pad to the US.

Yea, I know, get a life.  Just a very strange moving virus, only kids, very strange.

Well you roll on roads over fresh green grass
For your lorry loads, pumping petrol gas
And you make them long, and you make them tough
But they just go on and on, and it seems that you can't get off

Oh, I know we've come a long way
We're changing day to day
But tell me, where do the children play?

Well you've cracked the sky, scrapers fill the air
But will you keep on building higher till there's no more room up there
Will you make us laugh, will you make us cry?
Will you tell us when to live, will you tell us when to die?

I know we've come a long way
We're changing day to day
But tell me, where do the children play?

Cat Stevens