This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Sunday, July 13, 2014


And I say, "so what?"

I really don't understand the whole rhetoric over the one world currency.  Yes, it's in the Bible as part of the end times, I get that, what I don't get is why people are so against it.

First, if you are a Christian, are you trying to prevent God's plan from taking place?  If part of the end times requires a single world currency, then you would be fighting against God's plan, ever think of it that way?  It's God's Will, not our will.  I feel the same way today about the disaster at the border: did you know 80% of those 'children' are actually between 14 and 18?  And 75% of them are male.  That is an army, not children.

Secondly, all the preppers who want a precious metal currency as the only real form of money, wouldn't that be a one world currency?  One thousand years ago, did anyone care whether that 1/2 ounce gold coin had Queen Isabella or Queen Elizabeth on it - yea, I know, that wasn't 1000 years ago but you get my point.  It was a 1/2 ounce of gold, regardless of the king or queen on the coin.

For example, when you buy gold or silver today, do you really care whether it's a canadian maple leaf, a US Eagle, or just an ounce of silver or gold?   So a precious metal system IS a one world currency.

Not to mention for all you masculine males, do you realize if we went to gold and silver you would have to start carrying those coins around in a purse?  Can a guy get a purse that will go with his AK47 or Glock?  You wouldn't want your buddies laughing at you for your purse not going with your M16 and shoes would you?

And let's face it, our money today is just fake paper we all agree to trade for goods and services.  It's not worth anything other than the value we give it.  Think of it this way, if  the Earth got EMP'd, would you rather have 1,000 twenty dollar bills or a roll of toilet paper?  Once in my life, I made 100 of them an hour, dollars, not toilet paper.  Now, after taxes, insurance, stock purchase plans, and my obligatory contribution to the pozi schemes known as SS/MED, I get 13 something an hour.  Now instead of just buying what I want I have to figure out how many minutes/hours I have to work to purchase X and decide if it is really worth that many minutes/hours of my labor.  Strange, make so much less now but value each dollar more, is that normal?

Mind you, I'm not complaining.  We play the hands we are dealt in a life of 5 card stud and for many years I was drawing hands of straights, flushes, or four of a kind.  Now, I play with pairs or Jack high, that is okay.

As Sun Tzu once said, "if you are depressed, you are living in the past - if you are anxious, you are living in the future - if you are at peace, you are living in the present".  Of course, Sun Tzu didn't understand that if you at peace in the present, you are delusional and oblivious to how bad things are right now.

So we are headed to a one world currency and I say good, it means God is going to start playing the final hand soon.  It's all fake anyways, so what difference does it make if we work and slave away our days for fake dollars which mostly exist in computer databases or fake credits which mostly exist in computer databases.

So how will  a one world currency affect us?  Well, if you have a lot of money now, you will have a lot of credits.  Rest assured, the rich will stay rich and the poor will stay poor but those in the middle will most likely join the poor.  Face it, the 'middle class' like a 'free people' is pretty much an outlier in history;  life is mostly the elites and the poor; the noble and the slaves, and this great experiment in freedom is coming to a close very soon.

And think how wonderful that will be for business: no more currency rates to calculate.  Labor will go to those willing to work for the fewest credits.  Just think how wonderful North America will look in this new world with all manufacturing done in Asia and Africa, a small population of slaves to fix the computers, fix the cars, build the roads, run the sewers, and wait the tables.  A beautiful open space with a maximum of 50 million people and all those cities cleared of the rift raft, gangs, homeless, and bottom dwellers that blight the landscape.

Finally, remember, it's not the 'mark' that kills your soul, it's the worship.  We've heard the SS number was the mark, then it's the credit card, then it's the debit card, and so it goes but the truth is you will know when it is the mark of the beast when you have to worship some man, or man-god, in order to live, eat, buy, etc.

How strong are you?  How strong am I?  For me, it will be easier, no family in the equation, getting older, and stubborn for life - plus I just love pissing off people in authority.  But what of those with spouses and children, would I have the strength to say no with a sword or gun at the head of my wife or children?  Will God, the one true God, really punish a man who falters to save the life of their child?

Glad I'm not God, wouldn't want to make that call.

So is this all coming down soon?  Probably.  I owe Obama an apology, joking that he did keep some of his campaign promises, he got a dog.  He also told us we needed an internal police force as strong as the military and he certainly is creating such a force; those billions of rounds of ammo for the EPA, SS Admin, Post Office, etc; the decimation of military leadership and the soon tearing apart of our army, navy, marine corp, and air force.

And all those men and women who will be joining those Brown Shirts, though I bet they will be Blue Shirts, who have lost their jobs, or come here across the border illegally, will gladly rape and murder for Obama and a paycheck - let's face it - they are the fools, the evil goblins who never paid attention to history.

Once again, back to LOTR, who saw the movie and envisioned themselves a Elf, a Hobbit, a Wizard, or Horseman, a King; but in reality when the evil comes to middle earth here, most will become goblins.  My soul for a meal and a paycheck.

History, the brown shirts of Germany.  The SA who went around in the 1930's and beat, robbed, raped and murdered - small men given the power to get even with those they felt slighted them in life.  And we recently passed the anniversary of the Night of Long Knives; do you know what that is?

It's history.  It's when a ruler gathers small men to do the dirty work and then when their job is done, the ruler then eliminates the small men, time and time again in history and small men never learn.  They line up people and put bullets in their heads and think they are somebody, only to discover the ultimate reward on Earth is to be kneeling in front of a similar hole before they are shot in the head.  And our blue shirts will be germany's brown shirts, with the same results coming and going.

A Zen riddle to consider: would you rather be lined up to be shot by your former neighbors or would you rather be the person shooting your former neighbor?  Search your soul now.

If I could go back the same way I got here
And see the people that I once held so near
I'd do my best to find an answer for you

But first I must wait till I'm set free
And I don't know how long that's gonna be
'Cause I'm a man with a whole lot on his mind
Just out there somewhere travelling in time

Travelling in time

Uriah Heep