This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Thursday, July 31, 2014


Let me ask you a question: if Barak Obama were white, would he be impeached for all the crap he's done as president?

Remember when Barak ran in 2008 how he was going to mend fences with all those foreign countries that didn't like us anymore.  Please, take your time, name one country where relations have improved?  Russia?  China?  Any European countries?  Africa?  Middle East?  South America?  But none of that is impeachable.

Supported the overthrow of the governments in Libya and Egypt, allowing a terrorist group to take over in each country.  When these groups took over, there was a slaughter of Christians as well as black Egyptians which no one seemed to mind.

Support with money and weapons the very same terrorist group the US has been fighting for over a decade.  In Syria, this group has been exterminating Christians by the hundreds with weapons paid for by our tax dollars.

Allowed Iraq, handed to him on a platter, to fall into chaos and again the slaughter of Christians by another Islamic terrorist group.

The shutdown of electric power plants in the USA that were burning coal to be replaced by "green energy" which hasn't come close to replacing the current needed and electric bills are skyrocketing.

The complete falsification of economic data to hide the fact 20 million americans have lost their jobs; okay, the last few presidents have been screwing with the numbers too, but the 'everybody does it' is no excuse - just try using that excuse with the IRS if you don't believe me.

The compete bypassing of the rules and laws by signing everything he wants into law as an executive order and now he's about to do some executive order that is going to legalize or provide untold millions of illegal aliens the right to live and work in this country when tens of millions of americans are already out of work.

And what is going on at the border, have you read the diseases being brought back into the US?  How you going to feel when you or someone you love gets TB?

Or what is going to happen when another terrorist attack occurs in the US, a big one, and we discover the bad boys and their bad toys came over the border in the mess of Obama's making?  Or if Ebola gets loose in this country because Obama is too busy raising money to take the steps to protect the country from a disease with 90% fatalities, do you understand how quickly this will spread in this country?  One person on a plane from Africa to NY, walks thru the airport, gets on a plane to LA, and by the end of the week everyone on that plane to NY that got on planes or buses or trains or went to work in an office building and over 10 million people will be infected and there is absolutely no chance to ever stop it.  90% fatality rate - a disease out of control and we are doing absolutely nothing to prevent it spreading to America.

Dereliction of duty.  Well, you know all this, let's get to the point.

The point is Barak Obama knows the republicans are never going to impeach him.  Nobody is going to impeach the first black president.  Barak knows it and everyone else knows it and he is doing and going to continue to do anything he wants to because he knows no one is going to stop him.

And most americans know this also, well, except the blindest of the blind.  And we won't forget.  This fall, unless the elections are going to be stolen like the 2012 election probably was, the republicans are going to roll big time across the country and take huge gains into the house and take over the Senate but it won't matter, Obama will just sign EO's left and right and then the american people will just remember.

They will remember how nobody could touch the first black president.  They will remember how any time they raised their voice in disagreement they were called racist and bigots.  And the next time a black man runs for the presidency they will say no, not again.

And the first woman who runs will also not win, because the american people will realize the same damn thing will happen again. Disagree with Hilary and it is because you are sexist.  And the first gay candidate will lose because any disagreement with him will be met with homophobic accusations.  Nor will the hispanic candidates have a chance now.

Basically, the american people are going to start voting for white guys again because white guys can be argued with, because white guys can be impeached, because white guys can be prosecuted without people being called racists, sexist, homophobic, bigoted, gay hating, race baiting, and all the other adjectives in the little red book of democratic debate 101.

That is, if there are any of us left in a few years.

I dreamed I saw on a moonlit stair
Spreading his hands on the multitude there
A man who cried for a love gone stale
And ice cold hearts of charity bare.
I watched as fear took the old man's gaze
Hopes of the young in troubled graves
I see no day, I heard him say
So grey is the face of every mortal.
Oh Oh people of earth
Listen to the warning
The prophet he said
For soon the cold of night will fall
Summoned by your own hand.