This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014


I almost titled this entry "Drip, Drip, Drip" but then realized I have forever ruined that word, kind of like gays ruined 'gay'.

So Hollywood took a Clancy novel and changed the evil terrorists from Muslim terrorists to right wing Christian terrorists planning to blow up NY.  The Christian community is outraged and plan praying for the lost souls of Hollywood.  Funny thing though, the 'leader' of this Christian bombing cult is some orthodox priest in Dearborn MI.  Ah, allegory - or linking via association?  Social conditioning and people will pay, well, I'm not sure what people will pay it's been over 10 years since I went to a movie.

Oh, oooh, trivia time!!!!! A free pat on the back to the imaginary reader who can guess what the last movie I saw at a theatre was!

So, Olympic fans, are you scared?  Stories raging on the fringe about how terrorists are going to bomb the Olympics.  Not to stop there, we got stories up the wazoo that the bombing will not only occur, but it's being planned and funded by Saudis, Americans, British, Hollywood screen writers, disenchanted bloggers, or Snowden.  But my lithe little brain is thinking, "hey, wasn't all this predicted prior to the London Olympics in 2012?"  So, I looked it up and wow, weeks and weeks of predictions of end of the world terrorists attacks on London; our athletes were all going to die, don't go to the Olympics! Hell, some Rockefeller predicted up to 13,000 dead in London!

And, nothing happened.  Hey, no doubt this could happen in Sochi, they have a lot of pissed off muslims under Russian control and it's entirely possible.  Didn't see much on the Vancouver Olympics in 2010 for terrorists, but there were some; I think mostly they were afraid of pissed off hockey fans in Vancouver.  But London was blanketed with predictions of terror and afterwards?  No Ooops, but switch story to the occult under themes of the opening and closing ceremonies.

So who knows  what will happen.  Maybe it is a false flag to embarrass Russia, maybe the widows of dead muslim men killed by russians will blow themselves up, maybe the Saudi's will stage something, you know, like 9/11, because Russia supports Syria.  But it sure makes great reading on the fringe websites and blogs…..

Unless you use to live in Wyoming.  Did you pay your dues, did you read the news, this morning when the paper landed, in your yard?  The EPA, otherwise known as the Obama Gestapo, has declared by decree that 1,000,000 acres of Wyoming is now no longer part of Wyoming but part of an Indian reservation and everyone living in three towns that are in this 1M acre area are now living on Indian Land.

I don't know why these people are complaining, they now don't have to pay income taxes and if they were smart, they'd turn the town into a big casino and learn to say "how" and beat a drum.

But did you know the EPA, by simple decree, can take land away from a state?  First of all, what does the EPA have to do with Indians?  Seriously out of control now folks.  I hope the gov of Wyoming declares a special election and gives everyone in the state the chance to vote on secession.  By the way, google did some study where you look at, by state, the most searched term for that state and over a dozen of them were 'secession'.  Hmm, no civil war coming in our future...

Has anyone else nicknamed the governor of NJ; Chris Christy Kreme?  Never was a fan of the guy, I hate middle aged fat assed guys who still think they are tough guys; all you need to do is get them to chase you for two blocks and you can then kick them as they lay on the ground dying of a heart attack, cussing you out and telling you they are going to kick your ass as soon as they have a transplant.  But it's interesting how Christy is getting mashed now.  Is it because he served his usefulness to the media?  Or is it because republicans are still pissed off for that photo op he gave Obama the weekend before the election?  Either way, he is toast, well, a jelly doughnut, in his case. 

Crap, there was something else I wanted to talk about…. oh yea, now I remember.  The military is experimenting with replacing soldiers with robots.  Golly, hedonistic devil worshiping occult world leaders with an army of robots.  Somehow I'm not sure that is going to work out real well for humanity.  But we shall see, they are raising money right now to put up a giant statue of Robocop in Detroit, which is kind of odd since there are rumors in the real estate market that Chinese are buying up blocks and blocks of Detroit; they will soon own a large part of the city, kick out the blacks, fix up all those old brownstones and have a big Chinese city right there in Michigan, right next to those crazy Christian terrorists in Dearborn.

Robocop?  It wasn't that good  a movie?  What next?  New York tears down Grant's Tomb to put up a 40 foot statue of the Stay Puft Marshmellow Man?  It's funny how our world is morphing into so many 1980 movies; Robocop and today we are trying to make super soldiers, the Terminator, Real Genius and laser weapons.  And who can argue that the killer line from War Games, "General, you are letting a computer do your thinking for you" doesn't sum up our country today.

It's snowing in my brain.

Did you pay your dues?
Did you read the news
This morning when the paper landed in your yard?
Do you know their names?
Can you play their games
Without losin' track
And coming down a bit too hard?

Guess Who?