This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Thursday, December 12, 2013


There really is only one story that should be getting any media coverage.  And it is the one story not being covered because 'they' don't want you to know just how bad it is.

I hope, okay I am dreaming, that one day, the survivors will hunt down the administration, congress, and the MSM members and put them on trial for their duplicity in the mass death of millions.  Hell, maybe most of them don't know.

If you are not paying attention to the Fukushima radiation poisoning going on, well, die stupid.

There are now 71 crew members from the USS Ronald Reagan with cancers.  They went to Japan after the disaster and the ship sucks up sea water and desalinates the sea water for drinking, showering, and cooking.  And now over seventy members of the crew on that ship have testicle, colon, brain, and other cancers.  Way out of statistical whack, most are young and in their 20's.

The die off of sea life in the Pacific is astronomical.  Sockeye Salmon in Alaska is down 80%.  Bears, birds, otters, seals, and other critters are dying left and right, have large patches of hair falling out, and oozing open sores.  Massive bird deaths in Oregon along the coast.  They also noticed serious problems with several types of whales.

The bizarre one, is that scientists have for years studied the 'decaying dead' on different parts of the sea floor.  They map out specific areas are regularly study the amount of dead covering the floor; it is usually, in the area off the coast of CA, around 5 to 10% over the last 20 years at any given time.  Well, until now, it's over 80%; they cannot believe what they are finding.  80% of the sea floor covered with dead fish, critters, squid, etc.  A massive die off approaching extinction numbers.

Why, oh why, did the governments of the world not attack this problem from the beginning as a world wide issue?  Why did we leave it to the Japanese government, who is leaving it to the Japanese corporation, to take care of?  I've worked for a Japanese company.  I have friends there who were Japanese.  There is so much to love about the Japanese people and their culture.  But as a collective?  I wouldn't trust them any farther than one of their judo black belts could throw me, as a collective government business.  They hide the truth regularly.  I saw it first hand.  Hide and lie and everyone knows it's hide and lie and that is how they do business.

Maybe the Japanese just figure this is payback for WWII.  We nuked them and now they are nuking us, well, and their own country and their own people but this is the culture that flew planes into battle ships, had mothers throw kids off the cliffs and then jumped before the barbarians arrived.

And they are screwing around over there and attempting a clean up method that if they screw it up one little bit, it will cause a nuclear reaction, explosion, that may be a planet wide extinction event.

We are being radiated seriously and our government is hiding it from the public.  The media is hiding it from the public.  This is not some nutty beforeitsnews crap.  There is real science, real pictures, real lawsuits, real life.  It is in the air you are breathing right now, it's in the food you are eating, the milk and water you are drinking.  Some areas are better than others, but by now it's everywhere which makes me wonder about all the people with these colds that don't ever go away….

But what's on the news?  Budget arguments? Obamacare (golly, massive radiation poisoning in a health care system where no one knows what is going on, who is paying who, yea, this is going to work)?  Movie awards?  Shopping numbers?  Just about everything but what is seriously the most important thing, the only thing, we should be focused on, the fact the country is being slowly poisoned by radiation from Fukushima either in the fish we eat, the fluids we drink, or the air we breath.

Where is the EPA who has hissy fits if you kill a field mouse with your mower, or have a puddle on your property that is now known as a wetland?  Why isn't the EPA screaming bloody murder over such an environmental disaster?

Take it from the hand that feeds you well
Not giving any more
You've been lost but I don't really care
I'm closing up my door
Had a chance you let it drift away
You threw it in my face
Give it all I can, there's nothing left
But what I'm left to waste, what I'm left to waste.

Can't take no more, can't take no more
Get yourself another fool.
One who's gonna treat you well
Tell you I can't take no more
You've taken all I had to give.

Atomic Rooster