This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Friday, November 1, 2013


Boy, don't you love waking up to see a headline about China's nuke plans for the USA?  That will help digestion.  They have it all figured out, taking out SD, LA, SF, and Seattle; plus a few spots on the East Coast.

And not to worry about Apple or all those US tech companies that make all their products in China because they've already stolen all the information they need to reproduce perfect clones right down to the retail chain stores in China that look like an Apple Store but are not really an Apple Store.

The problem, for China, is who is going to buy any of their stuff?  If there is anything left of the US after a nuke strike by China, you can almost bet a lifetime embargo against any goods made or with parts made in China.  I'm sure many, not all, but many European countries would also cut any imports from China.

So that has me scratching my head.  Let's face it, China hasn't actually invented anything since gunpowder.  All they can do is deconstruct other peoples work and then reproduce it at 10% of the cost with slave labor and no worries about environmental laws causing the price of raw materials to be high.

Also an article this week where China is buying gold like mad because one day the value of their gold will out weigh their exposure on US treasuries so they can whop the dollar, make the Yuan the currency of international trade, and bring America to it's knees.

But the clock is ticking for China because they know what some of us have known, the time to strike the US is while we are run by the Eunuch in Chief.  Obama is firing generals left and right these days, completely gutting the military of anyone who has a set of balls, and leaving us ripe for whatever else the Eunuch in Chief has planned.

So here is what worries me.  I'm not sure what China is up to from either crashing the dollar or hitting the west coast with nukes.  I don't see where they think this is a winning hand, unless: you don't leave us standing at all.  Art of War and all that.  It will do China no good to kick us in the balls and leave us around to get up later, they will have to kill the dollar, nuke us big time, hope the Eunuch in Chief surrenders and then China takes over the US.

Besides, if China is just patient, the fall out from Fukushima over the US will probably kill most of us within the next 20 years anyways.

Gosh, won't the liberals love finally living in their communist utopia with a communist government that won't give a damn about women in the workforce, the environment, but will force women to have abortions; the ultimate goal of feminism.

It will be interesting though to find out how all those social utopias in Europe do with no USA around.  They are going to find out what happens when you suddenly have to seriously spend the money to fund a military to protect your borders.  All that free education and medical stuff will go right out the window in Canada, Sweden, Denmark, etc.

Speaking of Eunuch in Chief, did you see where the administration is arguing about a treaty signed can override any constitutional rights?  The case has to do with a chemical bomb some chick made so most won't care or catch what is about to happen.  IF the SC is blackmailed again to vote for the administration, as our Chief Justice was with Obamacare, then the law of the land will be a president can sign an international treaty and it overrides any constitutional rights a citizen of the US thought they had.

Now most of you see this as a backdoor for gun control but you are thinking way to small folks.  It means any president in the future can sign an international treaty concerning religion, no more free speech, no more free press, quarter foreign or domestic soldiers in your homes, wait, no private property at all, and heck, we could take away a woman's right to vote, bring back slavery, all sorts of fun stuff with the stroke of a pen on an international treaty because you stupid liberal small thinking idiots wanted to limit gun ownership.

Eunuch in Chief.  China knows the time to act is before 2016, so you can bet they will do something big, really big, before the Eunuch in Chief is set to leave office.

Heard it here first.  And I hope this next election, the US will realize the age of the Baby Boomer is over.  Clinton, Bush, Obama.  Maybe the worst generation of presidents in history.  Time for Gen X to take over.

I watch the ripples change their size
But never leave the stream of warm impermanence and
So the days float through my eyes
But still the days seem the same

And these children that you spit on
As they try to change their worlds
Are immune to your consultations
They're quite aware of what they're going through

(Turn and face the strain)
(Don't tell them to grow up and out of it)

(Turn and face the strain)
(Where's your shame, you've left us up to our necks in it)

Time may change me
But I can't change time
I said that time may change me
But I can't change time