This is my second blog.

My first blog chronicled my experiences over three years caring for my dad as he lived through and finally died from Alzheimer's. That is the book that is for sale.

This second blog kind of chronicles of life, what it is like to start your life over in your late 50's. After caretaking, you are damaged, file bankruptcy, and the world doesn't care what you did. After 8 months of unemployment, you wake each day knowing the world doesn't want you. Finally you do find a job, 5 weeks before homelessness, but doing what you did 30 years ago and getting paid what you did 30 years ago. So this is starting over.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.

Friday, August 16, 2013


I am not sure in our politically correct never say anything that might be offensive America if enough people will awaken to the threat.  As a Christian, I don't mind Islamic people in the US, it gives us a much easier chance to share the Gospel with them.  Plus, if we do it here, it's relatively safe; if you do it in their home country, their government will cut your head off.

Islam is a religion of conquest.  Submit or die.  Read history folks, don't take my word for it.  The muslim world spread as far north as Spain at one point.  Now muslim communities throughout Europe are insisting they allow their host countries to allow them to use Sharia Law.

This is what I don't get: why do liberals bend over backwards and forwards for muslims in this country when if muslims got their way with Sharia Law, it allows them to kill their daughters for being 'westernized', rape their wives, prohibits abortion, and kill gays.  Everything liberals accuse conservatives of being, muslims actually are.  Liberals hate conservatives and roll out the red carpet for muslims.

And if you don't think it is happening here, go visit Dearborn MI or search Dearborn MI and Sharia Law.

I go to say this though; muslims are smart.  They are playing America and pushing all the right buttons.  They are using our laws and the blowhard idiot liberal mentalities to make themselves 'victims' and gain all the rights of our victims.  Now, they are now claiming muslims were the victims of 9/11 and plan to have a march on Washington DC this fall, on 9/11.

Assalam Alaikum Brothers and Sisters,

We at AMPAC (American Political Action Committee) are planning an historic event for 9.11.13 where one million Muslims will march to Washington D.C. and demand that our civil rights be protected by our government. 

We are demanding that laws be enacted protecting our 1st amendment . We are asking President Obama to fulfill his promise from his first campaign for Presidency of a transparent government. Lastly we are asking for the release of the 9/11 commission report to the American people. 

On 9.11.01 our country was forever changed by the horrific events in New York. The entire country was victimized by the acts done on that day. Muslim and Non Muslim alike were traumatized but we as Muslims continue 12 years later to be victimized by being made the villains. To this day every media outlet and anti Islamic organization has committed slanderous and libel statements against us as Muslims and our religion of Islam. 

Yet our Government either sits idly by and does nothing to protect our freedoms or it exacerbates the problem with its constant war on terrorism in Islamic countries, congressional hearings on Islam in America, and its changes to the NDAA law. 

These lies told to the American population has made it impossible for us to do true Dawa. Why do we have to defend our religion while doing Dawa? Why can’t we just share the perfection of the Quran and the beauty of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (SWS)? 

It is time for us as Muslims in America to stop being defensive and start being proactive by using our right to vote and our freedom of assemble and let our voices be heard by our country and the world. Stand with us help us fight the injustices being committed against us. 

Help us to wake the American citizen up to the truth and together Muslim and Non Muslim can take our country back to its true Democracy which is “For the people by the people”. Our Prophet in his final message told us: “Whoever sees an injustice should set it right by means of his hand; if not, by his tongue; if not, then by his heart and that is considered to be the weakest of faith.” And more to the point “If my nation are afraid to say to the oppressor, ‘O oppressor!’, then there is no hope in them.”

Sincerely your Brothers and Sisters in Islam

On behalf of AMPAC
Isa Hodge
Chief of Operations "Million Muslim March"


Gee, you think all those 9/11 Truther idiots will ever realize their efforts to sell DVD's and books with all these government conspiracies have actually fed the muslim victimhood?  That the muslims are using their fairy tales to support them being victims?

I wonder if we could have a redneck cracker march on Mecca to celebrate the day the Ottoman Empire fell?  We could pass out Chick Tracs, eat port ribs,  and sing Onward Christian Soldiers and I'm sure the Saudi Suni Government would applaud our efforts at bringing diversity to the middle east.

Do you want to know the real Islam?  The rioting in Egypt this week, here are a list of churches that have been attacked, robbed, burned, and hundreds of Christians are dead.

  1. Father Maximus Church
  1. St George Church | Burned 
  1. Good Shepherds Monastery |  Nuns attacked
  2. Angel Michael Church | Surrounded
  3. St George Coptic Orthodox Church 
  4. Al-Eslah Church| Burned 
  5. Adventist Church | Pastor and his wife kidnapped 
  6. St Therese Church 
  7. Apostles Church | Burning 
  8. Holy Revival Church | Burning 
Beni Suef
  1. The Nuns School 
  2. St George Church | al-Wasta
  1. St Fatima Basilica | Heliopolis | Attempted Attack
Fayoum (Five churches)
  1. St Mary Church | El Nazlah 
  2. St Damiana Church | Robbed and burned
  3. Amir Tawadros (St Theodore) Church
  4. Evangelical Church | al-Zorby Village | Looting and destruction
  5. Church of Joseph | Burned …
Now, in fairness, there were some mosques attacked, Shiite mosques.  See, the Sunni's and the Shiites don't get along, have different views on succession.  Most of the mideast is Sunni but Iran is Shiite.  But they don't seem to have much of a problem joining forces for terrorist activities.  There have been over 16,000 terrorist attacks in the world since 9/11 and 99% are done in the name of the peaceful islamic religion.

Muslims are not victims, any more than an alligator eating your dog is a victim.  In this country, that alligator is a protected species, you can't kill it, but it can eat your pets, eat your kids, and all the while enjoy the full protection of the US government.  You, the citizen, are not protected from the government or the alligator.  The gator will eat your pets, you kids, your family until it comes for you.  Kill the gator, and the government will prosecute you.  Starting to see the picture?

Are you familiar with the term abrogation?  It is very important in Islam.  See, the Quran has verses that seem to make Islam a peaceful can't we all just get along Rodney King type of religion.  But, it also has kill the jews and Christians statements.  Is this a conflict?  Well, yes and no.  To the non muslim, this might appear to be a conflict, but to a muslim reader there is no problem, for Big Mo was asked about these conflicts and he explained if allah told him something yesterday and then tells him something tomorrow that contradicts what he was told yesterday, then you go with the new saying and ignore the old saying.  That is called abrogation.  So what is the point in all this?  The warlike hateful things in the Quran were written down AFTER the peaceful Rodney King like statements, therefore, the kill the jews and Christians takes precedence over the live in peace with them statements.  But the Quran, as we see it, is not published in chronological fashion, which makes it more difficult for researchers to explain, well, that and the threat of death if they write something.

I know there are muslims who are nice people, I've known some.  Most people, regardless of what country, religion, etc they reside, all want the same thing.  We want to live in peace, work, have food on the table, a roof over our heads, and die after a long life with loving friends and family around us.  I get that.  But if you are muslim and you are looking the other way when you know there are people in your mosque, in your community, who are plotting terrorist activities, then you are part of the problem.   If I attend a church and find out there is a group of men plotting to blow up abortion clinics or something like that, I won't sit back and ignore the problem.  I would bust their asses in a heartbeat, even if it meant my life would be in danger.  Opposing abortion is Christian, blowing up clinics and killing people is not.

I honestly don't think America is prepared for what is coming, between the invasion from  Mexico and the invasion of Islam.  I would honestly be surprised if America exists as is, 50 states, by 2100.  And by the way, if you ever listen to Obama and the 57 state thing, pay closer attention: he said he'd visited 57 states, had one more to go, but wouldn't have time to visit Hawaii or Alaska, meaning he actually thought there were 60 states.  But back to America, at some point Americans in some states in the south and west will step up and say no more, maybe, or millions will just head to the hills and let the country go down the toilet.

The real question, since it is God - Country not Country - God, is what will Christians do?  Will you have the faith to not deny your faith at the risk of a muslim sword to your neck?  At your child's neck?  It is time we examine our faith in God, his only begotten Son, and ask the Holy Ghost to fill you with the wisdom we will need in the coming future.  And while we can still attend church this weekend without worrying about being imprisoned, tortured, or killed; please pray for our brothers and sisters in Christ living and dying in Egypt and the other Islamic countries around the world.

And the children of Melrose strut their stuff
is absolute zero cold enough
and out in the valley, warm and clean
the little ones sit by their tv screen
no thoughts to think, no tears to cry
all sucked dry, down to the very last breathe
bartender what is wrong with me,
why am i so out of breathe
the captain said excuse me ma'am
the species has amused itself to death

amused itself to death
it has amused itself to death
amused itself to death

Roger Waters